I am Hope in the Chaos
Navigating bipolar disorder (and other mental health struggles) one real moment at a time.
Hosted by Jamie Kodra, this podcast brings honest stories, raw emotion, and real support for those living with bipolar—or loving someone who is.
Because chaos doesn’t mean hopeless. You’re not alone.
I am Hope in the Chaos
The Nighttime Spiral – Why Bipolar Feels Worse at Night
Why does everything feel heavier after dark?
In this raw and deeply relatable episode, Jamie unpacks the emotional and physiological chaos that often hits at night for those living with bipolar disorder—especially bipolar II. She shares what her own nighttime spirals look like, how hypomania sneaks in when the world goes quiet, and the guilt that follows when sleep doesn’t come.
But this isn’t just about struggle—it’s also about strategy.
Jamie shares the coping tools that help her calm her mind, soothe her body, and survive the long nights. Plus, she offers a nighttime affirmation meditation to help you end your day with grace and gentleness.
This episode is a soft landing place for anyone who’s ever felt overwhelmed after dark.
You’re not broken. You’re not alone. And you can find peace, even in the chaos.
