I am Hope in the Chaos
Navigating bipolar disorder (and other mental health struggles) one real moment at a time.
Hosted by Jamie Kodra, this podcast brings honest stories, raw emotion, and real support for those living with bipolar—or loving someone who is.
Because chaos doesn’t mean hopeless. You’re not alone.
Podcasting since 2025 • 24 episodes
I am Hope in the Chaos
Latest Episodes
What Wanting To Kill Yourself Actually Feels Like
This is one of the most vulnerable and important episodes I’ve ever shared.In this episode, I speak honestly about suicidal thoughts — not to sensationalize them, but to explain what they actually feel like from the inside. When the t...
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Season 1
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Episode 24
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17:40
Never Enough
This episode explores what it truly feels like to spend your whole life believing you’re “never enough,” even while giving more than anyone realizes. Jamie shares the emotional reality of growing up unheard, working endlessly to earn worth, and...
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Season 1
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Episode 23
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22:08
A Life Saved by Listening
Sometimes, saving a life doesn’t come from a prescription, a therapy session, or a perfect plan — it comes from listening.In this deeply personal episode, Jamie opens up about what it truly means to help someone struggling with suicidal ...
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Season 1
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Episode 22
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14:13
The Cost Of Being Misun
There’s a certain kind of pain that comes with being misunderstood — the kind that runs deeper than words, deeper than logic. In this episode, Jamie opens up about a recent manic episode and the raw reality of what it feels like to lose control...
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Season 1
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Episode 21
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18:03
Every Patient Deserves To Be Heard
Far too often, patients spend years searching for answers, only to feel dismissed, ignored, or abandoned in the process. In this episode, I share my own journey of what it was like to finally find a doctor who truly listened—someone who cared e...
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Season 1
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Episode 20
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9:15